IT'S TRUE...
It's very true...
It's very true that i've got expectations but i'd also like to call those expectations, standards. It's very true that I long to have a physical and mental connection with someone special or someone very close to my heart. It's true that i want this connecton, but never to have someone to complete me, for i am completely responsible when it comes to attaining one's own completion. It's very true that i am that exclusive, not so pretty looking novel perched secluded on that shelf, ready to be discovered, so open me up (discover my truths) and find my depth and wonderment. It's true... so dont underestimate me or think you know me...
Still...
Each time that i do sacrifice a piece of my feelings, my needs, my hopes, and my dreams, i result and conclude that i've given a piece of myself, something that's a part of who i am. I've realized the more that i sacrifice and give up, the more pieces, of who i am, continue to slowly disappear and less of myself remains. I'm putting up my wall again, not giving a single bit of who i am, until a guy can sweep me off my feet. A relationship without meaning is not what i want. I want something more; something worth my time...
Something I've learned...
Having a tender open-hearted person beside you is not a curse, but a true blessing. Being deeply in love with strong rush of devotion is not a mistake, but a gift needed to be cherished. Putting love first is not a weakness, but an expression of who you are. As long as you dont take that love for granted, you'll learn that it's one of the greatest things you could ever have.
True freedom in a relationship is not about limitations of what one can or cannot do, but the free to love without apprehension of fear, to receive without resistance, and to give all without holding back. Your lover or significant other should be one with the potential to become your best friend.
It's true...
love is something i have given up on...i have nothing to show for it and love has nothing to show me ( i guess for right now until my prince charming sweeps me off my feet =)! ).
posted by ksmith405 @ 9:30 PM
35 Comments:
hey krystal...thanks for the present and the phone call...i loved it and ur such a great friend krys! wow ur enties are so insightful lol..but than again im talking about ms. smarty pants here...but hey you should NEVER give up on love..i know its tough but he's out there somewhere krystal and he's waiting for u.
finally u updated! and karen's right...and plus theres like a billion guy after you so u'll haveno problem finding one =)
SMITH!!! damn it you have to come to the party this friday or i'll just go crazy!
let us in =/ we wanna come back home...shane and i are sorry...let us in..we broke up with our gf =/...we're dumbass...we're sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy krystal!
krystal i love you...let us back in!
can't wait to be partying with the infamous krystal smith =)
=) awesome entry
krystal!!!! what are you doing this weekend!
man krystal why you gotta be so damn smart!
long time no talk krystal...why are you always away?
I told you i would find your blog, just because i'm your older brother doesnt mean i cant read your blog! I'm gonna read it everyday and read all your comments and everything so hahaha...i guess i win and what is wrong with you krystal? why dont you ever pick up your cell? It's not like your busy with some guy so pick it up =)but anywho dad and i are going to play golf this sunday so you better come too or else i'll...you know what i mean.
grrrrrr how did you find my blog this isnt fair...damnit! and how do you know if im not busy with a guy for all you know i might ahve a guy in my room right know by the name of michael phelps so in your face fatty lol jk i love u! idk i suck at answering my cell and you already know it so why bother trying to call me you should just call me at the house...duh LOSER! and yes i'll go playing golf with you and dad this weekend...is mom playing too?
greaty post krystal i loved it
im coming home this weekend we have to hang out... ok?
me too im coming home too...i wanna party with the smithster so u better be partying with us!
yeppers im coming home also...i wanna see ms. krystal smith too....seems like forever since we've talked! =( i miss being able to hang out with u!
hey krystal...love the post..ur an awesome writer!
yay you finally updated!
great post krystal cant wait to come home and hang with the coolest person ever!
dude krystal are u gonna party with us this weekend?
sup krystal
hey there hot stuff
krystal!!! where are u? lol im coming home this weekend too lets party ok!
you better not be partying saturday night or atleast not staying out late Krystal! and you have a game of golf to lose to the coolest older brother.
who said i was gonna bot win huh huh? and ur not the coolest older brother =) ur a fat meanie head!
see wasnt the party last night fun or what! I TOLD U and plus there was a bunch of hotties too!
it was great seeing you last night at the party Krystal!
dude krystal great game last night!
damn krystal why the hell did you learn to play so well...now im broke =( damnit
haha i cant believe you won all of our money last night
dude krys it was great partying with u last night
hey krystal =)
we should party some more krystal
grrrr krystal i miss you woman!
krystal wat were u doing out till 6 last night dont u have church in the morning?
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