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My First Love

Anonymous said...
Krystal sweetheart i don't get it i know what i've done is wrong but it doesn't mean i don't love you. I've always loved you and always will you're my soulmate krystal and it kills me that i hurted you. I don't know what happened and i'm a bastard for it but we don't have to give up on this. I love you krystal michelle smith and i dont't want to give up on what we've worked so hard for. baby please think about all the good times we had together all the things we've talked about the beautiful dreams we had together and everything we wanted to do in the future. Baby please dont walk away from this i LOVE U and i wont stop thinking about you krystal. You're everything that i wanted and more and i won't let us end like this because we're suppose to be together forever. I know im rough around the edges and you know that already but these are the things i need you to help me with you're the person that makes me a better person and without you im at square one and i dont know what i would do without you baby. Im so sorry for what is happening i really didnt mean it to happen but it did and im so sorry sweatheart...i know i've hurted you alot but please forgive me i love you so much krystal dont turn your back on us baby...please dont because without you in my life i will be nothing. pick up your cell baby and talk to me...and i hope you feel better sweets...I LOVE YOU...and i know its raining outside right now and i wished i could be there to protect the most beautiful girl on earth. i love you sweetheart!


-So this entry is dedicated to my first love...so i would really like it if u guys dont comment on this entry bc i want to have the last word at this-

So im just gonna type what my heart wants to say to you right now...

U were my first love..and like the fool i was i thought everything was going great...i dont think i could express the hurtful things that u brought upon my heart and right now u have me at my breaking point...and i've grown as a person because of the things you have exposed to me and right now i will not allow u into my heart anymore...bc im not the foolish girl that u see me as anymore....im not the stupid girl that u can walk all over....im more than that and im not just that girl that u can hurt...bc im NOT going to let u do that to me any longer. i know i prolly sound like a selfish bitch right now but i dont care anymore...i really dont...u got her pregnant and how do u think we could ever get back to where we were....are u insane?

Im sry that everyone has to see me like this...but i cant always be the cheerful, silly, and funny krystal that everyone sees...bc theres more to me than that...i dont have the perfect life that everyone sees bc thats not me, im not the girl with everything...so please dont act like u know me !

*sry for the horrible grammer but i had to post this fast*

posted by ksmith405 @ 9:05 AM